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This week, I felt like

rolling

over

and

giving

up.

I wanted to give up on trying to keep house, trying to keep in touch with everyone, trying to master my to-do list and trying to figure out how on earth to parent my strong-willed child.

I even thought about giving up on writing.

I’m tired and sore from two weeks of coughing all day and night.  I feel weary, stretched too tight, worn thin like an old blanket.  My defenses are down, and the enemy sees his chance.  He sinks claws in and thrusts the knife of comparison deep into my back, twisting it with every ugly lie he plants.

You can’t do anything right.  

Just look at this place.  Your house is always such a mess. 

You forgot to send that card today, didn’t you?  Typical.  

So how’s that weight loss plan going?  {snicker}

Yoga pants again, huh?  Niiiiice.

You missed your quiet time again this morning.  God doesn’t want a slacker like you.  

Why do you bother with writing, anyway?  They’d rather read someone with real talent.

Oh, and about your kid?  He’ll never outgrow this stage.  If only you had been a better parent…

And on,

and on,

and on.

This is when I have to decide: do I buy the lie, or claim the Truth?

It takes all the grit I can muster today, but I choose to plant my feet firmly and stand on TRUTH.

I am fearfully and wonderfully made (and so are my husband and children) ~ Psalm 139:14

He who began a good work in me will be faithful to complete it ~ Philippians 1:6

People may look at my appearance, but God looks at my heart ~ I Samuel 16:7

I’m doing my best to raise godly children who will choose to pursue God and His will for their lives ~ Proverbs 22:6

My house isn’t spotless and my life isn’t perfect, but I’m trying to do everything for His glory ~ I Corinthians 10:31

My enemy may hurl lies at me, but Jesus has overcome ~ I John 4:4

Christ has already won the war, once and for all.  I just needed the reminder.

What lies are you buying today?

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Linking up with Lisa-Jo at The Gypsy Mama