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If a man does not keep pace
with his companions,
perhaps it is because he hears
a different drummer.
Let him step to the music he hears,
however measured or far away.
~ Henry David Thoreau
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Hello there! I should perhaps re-introduce myself. We used to meet more often, but then I went and decided to homeschool my son, and…
…well, I’ve been a bit busier than I’d anticipated. *grin*
When I started off this year, I could literally feel the momentum, an unseen force propelling me toward some soon-to-be-discovered adventure. I had big plans, big dreams, and big ambition. I had filled my plate with a big helping of can’t-say-no and a hefty side dish of overwhelmed.
Over the past six months, God has gently but firmly peeled away the layers of my busyness and distraction — often from my clinched fists — and left me finally standing where He wanted me all along.
Right smack-dab in the center of His will.
No distractions. No excuses. No frantic, overcommitted whirlwinds.
Just me and my God, finally putting first things first.
Was it painful? Oh yes. I’ve had to say no to so many wonderful, worthwhile projects. I’ve had to cancel meet-ups and miss out on amazing opportunities. I’ve had to step back from this online space and reassess what I’m doing and why I’m doing it. And I’ve probably stepped on a few toes in the process by not being able to explain why I was suddenly absent.
But through it all, I’ve been reminded again and again that God’s economy is not like ours. His ways are higher than our ways, and when He asks something of you, it’s for a purpose and with a plan in mind. He wants me to focus on my family more than anything else right now, and I intend to reply with a resounding, “Yes, Sir!”
It doesn’t matter whether it makes sense to anyone else. It doesn’t matter that you’re setting aside good things. It doesn’t matter that you’re swimming against the current and making waves in the process. It only matters that you’re following the Master of the Seas as He charts your unique course through this life.
I honestly don’t know exactly how this space will look from here forward. I love meeting with you here and sharing snippets of our hearts and lives. I love connecting with you through blog comments, emails, and social media. I just know, without a doubt, that I can’t let it take over.
So let’s meet up as often as we can, shall we? I might talk about my family more often than I used to, and you’re likely to see the words homeschool, curriculum, read-alouds, and insane more often than normal, but otherwise things are pretty much the same.
Thank you for your friendship, kindness, sweet emails and texts, and most of all, grace. I love y’all!
So, enough about me. How have YOU been, my friends? I can’t wait to catch up with you.
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I love you Jana! God is continuing to use you in great big ways, and I couldn’t be prouder of you for following His leading to follow the path that He has for you in this season of life. Keep up the good work, and I always love catching up when we can.
“It doesn’t matter whether it makes sense to anyone else. It doesn’t matter that you’re setting aside good things. It doesn’t matter that you’re swimming against the current and making waves in the process. It only matters that you’re following the Master of the Seas as He charts your unique course through this life.”
Love that! I was praying for you this morning, that you would find great contentment in this season of new things. I miss you, friend, but I know you are right where you need to be.
You will never regret your decision to homeschool!! We love it in my family. May God bless your efforts!
You will never regret one day you spend educating your son. I believe that we were always supposed to do this (see Deut. 11:19) and I really wish I had home educated all my children, not just the last three. If you hit a wall, go to the park/zoo/museum. You will always be better off for obeying the Lord of the Universe! Blessings!
Was just thinking about you and wanted to say so. Sounds like the drumbeat you are listening to is the heartbeat of Abba drawing you closer in to Him. Love that you’re making the main thing the main thing.
I’m glad we can meet up even if it’s infrequent. You’re doing the right thing in obedience an everything else will work itself out. I homeschool as well and I can’t even imagine blogging that first year. And even now it sometimes just can’t be done. This is not meant to be condescending in any way, but I am so proud of you and your heart. You’re a good mama and you don’t have to doubt the choices He calls you to. Cheering you on from the sidelines!
I get this…so very much. and I love you and your heart, Jana. If it isn’t proof enough with how late this comment is, I completely underestimated how much time homeschooling would take this first year, but I wouldn’t trade it for ANYTHING! (still I’m certain I’m learning more along the way than my boy!) : )
Let’s see…you asked how I’ve been.
I’ve been right under His wing. God’s been stripping me bare lately. realizing I don’t need more, but less. and I’m not really talking stuff as much as I am clutter in my heart. trying hard not to keep trying to look ahead but focus on what He has for me this day. right in front of me…
I’ll be here when you drop by. and we will find a way to catch up with each other!
{{HUGS}}
Nikki
This really speaks to my heart, Jana. Quiets me right down in the midst of my busy, busy, busy. Thank you for your pressing in to this new way & your sharing this. So much grace to you, friend.